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Totem Poles @ Stanley Park,
Vancouver, BC, Canada |
I have returned from a whirlwind trip to CT, Seattle, &
British Columbia. I’m not quite settling into normal… The normal I have had is
not the normal I am pushing myself to shift into. I still desire to get back to
running several times a week. I need to remind myself of what
Sherry Lansing said
during my college commencement, “you can have it all; you just can’t have it
all at once.” I am certain that she was not figuring brain surgery or any kind
of health set back. Set backs and bumps in the road are expected.
It could be seeing Jeff, or it could be
the talk of commencement speeches, but it makes me recall high school. The valedictorian
was a mutual friend of Jeff & me. In her speech she told us we would have bumps in the
road. She spoke of the pet goat who was neutered & on the same day of his
operation, was hit by the lawnmower & his horn was cut short. Despite the goat
withstanding these traumas all in an afternoon, he lived a very full &
vibrant life. She encouraged us to do the same.
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2-hour sunset kayak tour |
I doubt the goat was concerned about shifting his paradigm
to something more similar to the life he had before surgery. I know I am not
the same person I was when I had surgery. Priorities have shifted- most for the better. While not fully
enjoying the demand for sleep, I am making it more of a priority. Needing to
stay active is also a priority. This need is not driven fear to be fit for the next surgery. It is driven by joy & the pure ability
that I can do it. I like being able to run 10 miles & I LOVE the new
coordination I have because I don’t have the tumor pressing on my cerebellum.
While traveling in the
Pacific Northwest, I was outside every day & walked everywhere… likely 3-5 miles a day. I never
quite grasped the metric system until I took up running & because of it, I
could assimilate & speak in kilometers when talking distance. The bike ride around
Stanley
Park was 10k (6.2 miles) & the round trip distance from my hostel to the
breakwater in Victoria was roughly 5k. I probably kayaked 3k in Victoria
harbor (with
Kelp Reef Adventures) and
my Vancouver walking tour (including a trip to
Lynn
Canyon) is an estimated 6k. The hike with Jeff through a path in the
Cascades
just outside of Seattle was 7.2 miles. I was never at a shortage of activities & even though I gained 1 lb, my clothes fit better. (I’m hoping that 1
pound is muscle, not pastry/ice cream/coffee.)
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Lynn Canyon Suspension
Bridge. Next time, Capilano
Suspension Bridge
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I'm back home and it's time to get back to reality. Instead of 8-10+ hours of
activity, I am 8-10+ hours behind a desk and wheel of the car. I need to shift again and carve out time to exercise. Also, as Jeanette at
Soloma Fitness has
been reminding me, I need to build in activities throughout my workday, particularly
because I have a stationary job. Small stretches, leg lifts, etc, will keep me
in better health. Jeanette is also the reason I keep a carafe of water on my
desk to drink through the day.
With the strength I have built from vacation travel and a
focus on "some distance is better than no distance," consistent long distance will
become normal again. (The dance classes I start next month should also add a
fun cardiovascular activity while helping cross another thing on my to-do
list.)
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