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It has been a crazy couple months. I wish I could say that I
was logging miles judiciously and that I was maintaining the same active
lifestyle that carried me through 7 hours of surgery and allowed me to run a
half marathon 6 months post craniotomy. Despite running two half-marathons, in
a month (between October 26 and November 25), I have not been good about
training. I would like to make the excuse of new job and then lots of freelance
hours, but truthfully, there is no excuse. I trained for my marathon working
40+ hours a week while communing 15 and still managed to get a run in. What has
changed?
At a recent gathering among running friends, they were
curious to see when my next marathon would be. Early in the year, I was
planning to do the LA Marathon in March 2014. Now, there is no time to get my body conditioned to run that
distance by March and I have no idea when my next race can be. I told them that
I was busy with work and freelance writing and producing, but to satisfy my own
soul I needed to do a marathon soon. I don’t want to be a “one and done racer”
This caught them extremely off-guard because it seemed given my drive, I’ve
done ore than one marathon.
I love running, but I’m discovering and admitting the simple truth about marathon training— it’s a lot of work. I get the one and done mentality. It’s tough when your friends have a get-together and you have to leave early so you can be well-rested before your long run. In general, you become vigilant with making sure you’re getting enough sleep and the proper nutrition. I simply don’t know if I can become that singularly focused again after spending so much of my extra mental capacity and stamina on burning the candle at both ends to work on my career.
I love running, but I’m discovering and admitting the simple truth about marathon training— it’s a lot of work. I get the one and done mentality. It’s tough when your friends have a get-together and you have to leave early so you can be well-rested before your long run. In general, you become vigilant with making sure you’re getting enough sleep and the proper nutrition. I simply don’t know if I can become that singularly focused again after spending so much of my extra mental capacity and stamina on burning the candle at both ends to work on my career.
It’s never a wrong time to have a paradigm shift. You don’t
need to wait until January 1. (Which seems to be a theme that resonates through
my posts this time of year.) You can always say, “today’s the day, I’m going to
start training for a marathon”
Do I know what my next race will be? No. It might not be a
marathon, but I know running more than 10 miles a week is in my future, along
with setting a PR with my next race.
The goal is also to set a PR in my career as well. Perhaps, this is
enough? Perhaps not? I’m making a goal to make room for unexpected happiness. I
will still plan and plot. Ultimately, I will get back into marathon shape, but
for right now, there is more to life than running.
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